I’m a quitter
Idk if I can say I’m a quitter, but I worked so hard on my medical transcriptionist course until the summer. Then I had 11 kids here on a daily basis and it made it impossible for my brain to do. And ever since then I have had the hardest time getting motivated. I have until Feb. 15 to finish before I have to pay for an extension. I just feel like I have sooo much going on and my brain is having a hard time concentrating on any one thing. I’m an independent distributor for Advocare. I’m an independent beauty consultant for Mary Kay- which I’m really enjoying. I babysit. I email lawyers back and forth everyday. And I never miss a kiddo’s game! So… yeah, for right now I don’t see any type of healthcare jobs, including transcribing, in my future. I feel lame for quitting, but I’m spreading myself too thin. I just wish there was a way to get the money I paid for the course back. That’d be nice to have that money to put towards the stack of lawyer bills we’ve collected…. 
But anyway… I just made this decision. I mean, I can always pay to extend it, but right time, THIS time in my life, it’s just not gonna work- which sucks because I was excited. But, I’ve gotta do what I feel is right, right?
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Go with your gut. Don’t beat yourself up about it. Things work out like they’re supposed to…sometimes.
I don’t think home study courses are for me. I dropped out of a medical transcriptionist course too a long time ago, even though I actually did end up getting a job as such for a few months, until I just couldn’t work with one woman in the office I was in, because she loved to make all the other women there cry by saying mean things to them and always judging them. I was good at it, but it wasn’t worth the stress in that office.
I was trying to do home study courses for the classes you have to have before you can get into RN school, but I couldn’t motivate myself, and I had questions I didn’t get answered through the company I was going through to do these courses.
If I ever go back to school it will have to be in a classroom and not at home. Too many distractions to keep me focused.
I like the idea of looking at your categories and blogging the most about that – it’s good inspiration. I have been torn between the direction of what my newest site should be focused on and after reading this and a little steve palina yesterday, i think personal is how i want to go next.